You know those moments you really want to be alone? You question, 'why am I in the living room if people won't just leave me the heck alone and I know it'. Well my dear imaginary non-existent friend, I am waiting  for my soup to cook so I can eat something so I can be in peace and go to my room and be left heavenly alone. Something my family just does not understand.

Allow me to elaborate:
No one is downstairs
No one has been downstairs for hours
I decide to go downstairs because no one is downstairs
Everyone comes downstairs
I go upstairs
Everyone ELSE goes upstairs
I go back downstairs because everyone is updairs
People come back downstairs

Makes me want to smash my head against something hard very very badly. Why can't people just leave me be? I do not want company, I do not want to be interrupted every five minutes - I simply want ot be left alone. I don't understand why that is so hard to comprehend. I don't want to know why your are laughing, why your frustrated, or what you think about a stupid piece of something. Frankly at this point I simply do not care. I want to be left alone in peace without your company - let me rectify, without ANYONE's company. I just want to watch or read something in peace. But that does not seem to be possible. Perhaps I should get a small portable DVD player for my room so can watch Flash in peace.

That is my current state.

I may also be grumpy because I've not eaten and being hangry is a thing. Well, that is not 100% true. I ate something and it upset my stomach, and now I am both hungry and have an upset stomach. I am simply waiting for the food to finish cooking so I can eat and then go be in peace and be left in solitude. Then everyone will go upstairs. HA. No.

I'll be back when I'm in a better mood. Maybe I'll even write more. Who knows, miracles can happen.